Blog 9

A character in my life would have to be my boyfriend, Seth. I would describe him as:
-ocean colored eyes, blue with a tint of green
-a voice that sounds like an angel
-his tan with his curved out bisceps.
-his baggy pants and tank tops that he wears all the time.
-personality such as sweet but is a person hard to get him to give second chances from the pain that he has endured throughout his life.
-he has a crazy personality unlike any other I have seen.

He is his own individual.

Blog 6

My one great loss would probably be my boyfriend going to jail. Yeah I know, isn't he just a great person to date? No, he was doing good and changing but for some reason he just wasn't thinking and didn't use his commen sense. So now he's locked up and hopefully he'll learn his lesson while he's in there. He's got a lot of thinking to do and he has plenty of time to do so. Don't get me wrong, I miss him so much, its unbelieveable but I can't do anything about it.

Blog 5

I think that the light in my life would be my boyfriend, Seth, and my friends, Ashley and Josh. No matter what their always here for me. Their there whenever I need to vent and talk about something thats wrong. They've helped me keep my life in line and not get in any trouble. My nieces would also be the VERY bright light in my life. Just seeing their face makes my day and puts a smile on my face. Their my whole world.

Blog 4

A demon in my own life would be myself. I'm always negative. I have a low self-esteem and I don't know why at all. Everyone tries to boost it up but it never works. So I guess in my own way, I'm my own demon. I always look down upon myself and I can never think of anything positive about me mentally or physically.

Blog 3

One thing that absolutely scares me really bad would probably be heights. Its not the fact that its so high up, its just the fact that what could happen if I fell. Im afraid of falling and everytime Im on something that is high up then I feel like Im gonna fall and die. Like if I lean over a ledge or something just looking over, I still think that the railing or whatever Im holding onto is going to break and Im going to fall down to my death.

Blog 2

When I was little I used to think that there was ghost in my house. I would wake up and think that everytime I would open my eyes something scary would be waiting for me. I was afraid to sleep with my door closed and it scared me so bad. My sisters used to tease me about it all the time and try to scare me. One night I woke up to go use the restroom late at night and they put my blanket at the end of the hallway. I was scared to death and I didnt figure out it was them who did it until I was about thirteen years old.

Blog 1, Who My Hero Is

My mother is a hero to me. She is the only woman that I know that has put up with so many things that would kill anyone else. She has been through my father cheating on her, practically raising five girls by herself, and so much more. She means the world to me and no one could take her place. She finally stood up for herself this past year and split up with my father. I don't like some of the things shes doing, like being in a bad mood all the time, its horrible and annoying. But she will always be a hero to me in my eyes.

Just Remember

Humans, a wonderful but destructive creation to this beautiful place. The challenges they go through everyday with their friends, family, even their own life. The things they give up for them to be happy. Why would they give up everything, everyone just for their own selfishness? They can not live alone without support. Without anyone right there by their side. How could they make it to the end? The end of life itself. We take advantage of the things we love the most, but why? Isnt it true that you lose the things that you love the most, the things that are closest to you? I could never let that happen again. I've done it and its destroyed me completely from the inside out. From the tears rolling down my cheeks like rain falling on a hill. My heart being felt like angels are tugging on it to try and keep it open for everyone else. When you lose one person you dearly loved it feels like you've lost everything. You always wonder what you did wrong or how you could of done something differently. We always think about the "what ifs" or "what could of happened if" but we never just stay in the present. If something, someone was meant to stay in your life then they would end up being back in it. Just wait and see. Your life will turn out the way you want it to. So before you turn your heart into stone, remember: you do not walk alone, someone is always there for you to help you through your hardships.

My Love For You

Love is what I feel looking into your eyes.
Knowing that its with you I wanna live with.
Waking up to your touch and your pure beauty.
I have given you my heart as a gift,
your the only one I want now and forever.
The only one who can take my breath away.
And you do it just by looking into my eyes.
Im amazed that you still do it everyday.
I love you more than my life itself.
I cant wait to spend my life with you.
Even though I spend a lifetime with you in one look.
Without you I dont know what I would do.

Questions Are Left Unanswered

There comes a time when no one knows you,
when life seems uncontrollable,
unstable,
unfit.
You think no one loves you but they do.
There comes a time when you feel bad,
you cant figure it out.
One thing,
your confused.
There comes a time when life seems unbelievable,
its so great you cant get enough
but yet some things feel wrong.
You dont know what you,
you dont know why.
Why do you have this feeling?
Why wont it go away?
Everyday questions are left unanswered.
You cant figure it out.
When someone says something or does something you dont know why they do it.
They may need your help maybe to escape.
So escape with them and your questions will be answered.
Try new things,
ask new questions,
and life will give you what youve been expecting.
Life is unanswered,
it is unpredictable.
You dont know what will happen,
and you dont know when.
Humans are so simple.
They dont think to the beyond.
They stay within themselves,
why cant they stop their fate?
Is it because fate is greater?
Is your destiny greater?
So many questions,
not too many answers.
Is God even real?
Some ask.
Not many know anymore.
So many questions unanswered,
not much time to figure them out.